Brake up with coffee & love chines

All rigthy tighty good morning. This morning i have decided that i am going to TRY to blog every day......maybe? That mite get old rely quick hu? UMMM well maybe lets say twice or three times a week. YA that sounds better. OK So coffee WTF is up with coffee i don't like drinking it. but her i am every F**KING fantastic morning chugging it down my thought like it crack or something? I picked up drinking coffee again last week because of my OW YES "night shifts". i was drinking it with Fing turbo shots & tuns of shugger. you should have seen me on that shit its fucking funny as hell :). so now that the night shift "evil little fuckers" are over i get these very evil little bitch migraines THAT i must say are not fun & make me sound like a little Wayne bitch. But hear i am at 11:23am doing what drinking this silly silly stuff.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->>>>>>

And i just finished the last of my cup & instead of getting good old fashion shugary loveliness i get coffee grinds because I'm using a coffee maker from the olden days. YYYAAAYYY!
Now why are people so all about coffee? I get that with the weird work hours and all it helps. but back wean the coffee bean was first found why did that one person trust the native that gave it to him or her? And why the hell did he or she not try it & yell out "WTF IS THIS!' After tasting it or just " your joking right?" I mean was there a girl or guy involved ware some one said she or he would do what ever you want if you just sell this back in the USA??? I think i will look it up in stead of rambling about these thought.------->  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coffee  <------------For your reading pleasure folks. I was way off about this coffee thing its kind of like we are drinking some kick ass cool history that you actually want to no about or to me it is. But you got to read about the coffee to no the coffee. Now i feel like a little bit of a ass for talking shit about the coffee. Sorry coffee buuttt i stile hate what you do for me. We are not in a relationship, i am engaged coffee & yes ill stop stocking you & drinking you as well. So now wares the tea at :). Hopefully ill be able to crass over nice & head ace free, ow haw i like to dream.
But on other news i finely found a mouth watering,not fat,not filed with MSG chines food place hear in waltham , MA. I got to chill with my cuz Ginny or as some of you no her as "Ginntastic"------------>  http://ginnyissassy.blogspot.com/ . We wear in much need of some chines loving & went out looking for a new spot, witch end up being rite under our nose's & ended in awear stomachs. We got to ketch up on all the crazy stuff happening in our lives and she helped me figure out this blogger website a little better sens i was rely not getting it. Hopefully i can fallow in her foot steps for a descent blog.
well working the evening shift (3-11p) & going to try & get my fat ass of this chair & work out be for 3pm , well wish me luck blog ya later.

Bad Ass Chicky Selfs

So this morning after having a very random one lovely day off, i was disturbed by People talk smack or should i say all week talking smack , about me? Whats up with that? I don't think i poke in places i don't belong & i think i just do my own thing, & get lost in my books & hang out with my Friend's. SO then why must "women" or "girls" talk smack about me behind my back? why cant they just walk rite up to you or send a e-mail & say "hey something your doing is bothering me can we talk about it?' why is this so hard to do? And the reason i say "females" is well I've never had a guy talk about me behind my back they mostly just say whats on there hairy chest's right there & then.
I guess one of the smack talking was how I'm not continuous with things.That I'm in to something & then dropping it the next few months or so.
OK so yes i no this about my self. I'm a fucking skater brain. At EVERYTHING. i mean my own fiance now's this about me & he even has a hard time listening to me talk because i talk about 5 different things in minutes. As this blog nose i dropped the ball on it for a year, NOT HIDING IT. said it in my first blog back. But it does not mean i do not care about everything i try & do, i try I'm just me & like a lot of famous quotes go "if you don't like who or what i am then leave." or something like that?
Over the years I've gotten better at sticking to stuff  or not throwing things in the air like glitter and just watching as it passes me by.

So hear i am a 25 years old fucking scatter brain asking for women to just stop talking shit behind my back & to just be a grown person & be as blunt as you want to me i think i can handle it. I work in a hospital  ware i get cursed at,spat at, kicked,screeched & ow yes my fav. bitten, peeped on & shat on. so I'm good. Just be free with your bad ass Chicky selves.
But i no this will probably just not happen, & it shocks me because I'm nothing new? nothing grate to talk smack about? but ow well, i feel better now............ROCK OUT & HAVE A GRATE DAY! (big smile)

:) Sluts (:

So i thought i would talk about this new book I'm reading on my kick ass hand-me-down NOOk. WOOT! WOOT! To electric hand-me-down stuff. YA BABY! NO SHAME! I kind of feel like a gangster LOL. no but really i was really iffy about going over to the nook side. i love reading. I'm not very quick at it but at my own little steady reading way i cant stop doing it. its like a drug but just with your mind AND you don't get all the crazy side affects. So i like to read everything to anything not very picky as long as it catches my Dyslexic brain. I've falling in love with reading about rockers. I'm a huge rock & roll fan as well :). Now the book i stumbled on while looking for a good read is " The last living slut" By:Roxana Shirazi.  NOW if you like raw partying, slutty, mindless don't give a fuck sex reading about a girl twisted in her own crazy self of a life then take a peek but I'm telling you once you start you cant stop reading it. No mater how uncomfortable you feel or squirmish you get in your seat. you just want to know what happens next. And I'm not even fully done reading it & thins is definitely the most different book i have ever read. But i will say this. Go in with a open mind.

Its just what a raw rock & roll groupie would seem like, or is in this tale.

So Enjoy to the people that dare to read the tale of Roxana.I feel like there needs to be a scary laugh after that?? And if you want to make one out loud go right ahead. NO SHAME! " GO TEAM LEONARD!" 

So just for life's information after a work day i am drink at 7:12pm on a Monday & wean working in the hospital field, i highly recommend drink whenever you feeeeeeeelllll. Else i believe you will crack & go crazy! SO now with what that lovely note , I'm going to go drink the rest of my alcohol & eat rely good food. PEACE!

Buffy's Vamp's

I forgot to talk about my dream that i had last night. I got to fight some buffy the vampires VAMPIRE'S. It was kind of epic in its weird dream stated way. The house did not fit the dream and the vamp's were not as lame as some very bad vamp's movies. These vamp's kicked ass and i think i told them so too? HA! can you imagine having an epic fight with some kick ass vamps. then sort of pausing turning from running & saying " Hey spike you look so much better in my dream then in buffy." then just going back to running as fast as you could up a flight of stairs. HA! i think that would be a good part of a comical movie like the movies Leslie Nielson was in. hehehehe. Love the happy amusement i get for those little things. And just as i was about to jump out the front door & turn around & yell out HA! In the now ash of what used to be the big bad vamp. i woke up to my kesha alarm clock.

Now as much as i was a Buffy fan & will watch it when its on for a few. i have to say it was mmmm.....comical acting made in the 90's & ending in 2003. I even remeber when i was little acting out buffy with some of my friends in the playground. I will not be embarassed by that either. But dont get me wrong now i watched the show but not religiously just as much as a normal kid would. At the same time who does not want to pretend there a tough blond kicking evil vamp's butt when you are new at a new school. WELL FOLK'S THIS CHICK DID!! THIS CHICK!!

night shift

So......ware to start after i think a hole year of not blogging? I guess like nothing has ever changed just jump right on the crazy train rite?....rite. Today i worked a normal human being work shift in stead of the 8hr. night shifts for five days straight with crazy Nana's & papa's pushing the call lights & staying up all night parting it up & driving me crazy. Now i no there are some people out there that normally work night & kick big time ass at time. But me welllll haw do i put this? Its like a love / hate relation ship in a way. See folks i work at a hospital & because of this its like that one sexy,crazy ex-boyfriend you had that you had to brake up with because it was sooo not good for your health to be with that crazy guy. But it took you forever to leave him. Well that's ware i am and night shift are just that. I love it because it usually quiet & not crazy BUT i hate it because they give use more work then we can handle some time & at five am in the morning is just not OK. some times i wish i was that stretchy guy on fantastic five for me joy it would get so much stuff dun. OW & for get being calm wean 4am hits your running around as quick as your two lags will make you go & trying not to look like a dear in headlights wile talking to your self while drawing as much blood & doing as many EKG's as passable (NO THIS IS NOT SEXY). I rely think there should be a contest some day to see haw much of a art we could make blood drawing? Like haw quick & haw much skill they will have + haw you are with the Passion & if or if not you leave a bruise. yes this is what i think of at 3am in the morning every time i work a night shift. And why you ask am i rambling on about work? well because some times wen there is something bothering you people tell you to right it down or talk about it & i thought this would be kind of funny. So there you have it folks my little ramble on night shift & haw it makes me want to just puke. For my first blog back this one probably licks socks BUT ow well maybe next time it will be better.
so to no one from me there you are.

A 3am message to me.

Why hello self it looks like you wear abel to fined out your password to blogger agen high five to you. till later today.
P.S.sleep good
from me

Forth day of the wired spinning ride that dramatically terned in to a fever half way threw work last night which i could say was CRAZY FUN ! But no it was awful no fun any weir to be found and hoping my dumb ass did not get any one ells sick but i guess that's what the evil money game Duse to you WORK WORK WORK till you drop sort of speak ? As i type I'm watching house which is making me feel like a wimp because these poor people are dieing from some weird mind boggling stuff and iv just got a cowmen cold and wining about it BLA! But then these people are just actress which after there Sean they get to party or even just go home and feel fine will then i am hear dramatically dieing hear people! Will coughing my brains out,throwing up and sinning iv fond the best stuff for not coughing a lot and NOO ITS NO COUGH DROPS its skittles and why i say skittles and not cough drops IISS that i don't have a cough I have post nasal drip which is basically from haw i get it is that all your facile fluids don't run rite in your face because all of your facile gland are inflamed and there for drip down your throat which is very annoying which makes you cough and i like skittles just because i find they work beater then cough drops and i had a norther reason BUT the Tylenol i took is Waring off and iv ran a big blank SO take that HHHHHIIIYYYAAA!! Ow and CHEEZ-IT :) yum! yum! yum! i love cheez-it and i love haw wen i don't feel good i can stile eat cheez-it because wean you are pucking every one says just nibble on some crackers and gingerly well cheez-its are like crackers & good with ginger ale as i see it and with ginger ale = a happy sick women + skittles two =very happy women. I'm laughing at my self because what 24 year old women gets happy over skittles,cheez-its & ginger ale or maybe its like a big secret all women get happy over hhuuummm? Well its making me feel beater and rite now ill take it . So for those how are fighting evil colds this evil winter i tel you cheez-its,skittles &ginger ale.