The fun of spinning

So to day is the third day with out the bat-mo-Beale & i must say I'm not going as house crazy as i that & would of gotten a lot dun around the house if i did not stress my self out so bad i got sick for the first time this winter / this year & i must say I'm kind of rely proud of my self about that seines i work in not such a sanitized place some times it is hard to not get sick so working ware i work. part of me feels i stressed my self out and got my self sick that way but 1. that sounds just silly the other part feels WELL it was bond to happen rite? but the weirdest thing is wean i woke up yesterday with the hole scenic thing i was OK about that BUT as i went to stand up WOW i fell rite back on the bed. For the hole day yesterday and the  day today I'm rely dizzy i don't even have to clover my eyes to feel the room spinning and think to my self "OW grate I'm nuts and now i have my own spine ride in my head GO ME! the family will love this one." I was not quite shore haw to Handel this and automatically I'm thinking OK what could Cass this low blood perisher which iv Ben getting, low shugger even tho I'm not diabetic and show no simtems or low vitamins. So probably any other person would have not gown to work and stade home and made a DR. APT but wears the fun in that rite + i could hear my mother in my head saying " Well if you head has not spun around yet with green stuff spuing out your mouth your fine" THANK YOU MOTHER! got to love her tho. so work was a big bundle of fun yesterday trying not to look like the room was spinning and feeling high & drunk , which i was not so no funny ideas, i would never be Abel to act that off if i was. so last night i wished and hoped that this would be the end of it as i went to bed but no woke up and hear i am on my lovely spiny ride trying very hard to get off this dam thing BUT it looks like it likes me way to much PAPULER ME! OW and iv came to the conclusion that iv got this vertigo thing that i guess a lot of people get will having sinus colds and it looks like ill just have to suffer this silly thing out just a little bit loger. so i guess what this little blog is saying is if you think you having a bad day with the snow and ice try walking in it will on a spinny ride your friends and family will send you to AA rel quick so you just got to love life big wide wed you just got to love it and think of this wean you crash in a snow banck because i probely will be sliping on my as or crashing to one more time.

Lovely fucking pot holes

haw I hate pot holes In the lovely winter. Usually I'm very good with keeping 
my eye out for these evil things and I can duck and weave around them. But ow no 
this very evil pot hole just was not having it no mater haw much u duck,weave 
there's all was that evil bitch one almost like that one person u can't stand 
and you see her/him come In to work and automatically your mood goes from good to 
off In the shiter ow fun! Well that is what like seeing these pot holes are 
like for me but this one was the biggest baddest mother fucker out there. I was 
going to the off ramp to the Burlington mall and BAM ! I hit it no sign no 
warning just evilness pure and evil. So every one hits them rite and I was just 
thinking that rely sucks but I'm OK no flats that I feel no evil hissing Noyes I 
was good rite? Rang ow so very rang I'm sitting at the lithe wean my friend is 
saying to me that she thinks theres a lot of smoke cumming from my car so I 
look around i see nutting I look at my dash bored nothing so I tel her it's 
just the smoke from every ones cars and shrug it off. Next light we are sitting 
there and she says it again "Hun there's a lot of smoke coming from your car 
it's not the smoke from the mufflers ". So I look up and all over tunes of sudden smoke 
is coming in the car and poring out of the hood of my car so bad we could badly 
see out my window. So I pulled in the Burlington mall parking lot and we jump out 
of my car so quick thinking it mite blow up or god nose what. First thing threw 
my mind was ow of cores the car wants to blow up wean I'm fare away from home why 
would it not just blow up rite out side my APT. That would just be way to much 
to ask for and way to esey RITE. So I was stuck doing the hole AAA thing waited for the tow 
truck guy how ended up being very nice."thank you tow man!" I was so inbarest about my car blowing up with my 

friend there how I was trying to help her relax and have a good night and instead she ends 

up chilling with me waiting for the tow guy fun night.NOT!! But she was rely cool about the 

hole thing and I must of Sad sorry 800 time.I then Got use back to my place and broke out a bottle of 
wine lol. So the bat mow Beale is out and I am thinking of starting a fund razor 
to bring the bat mo Beale back but I'm pretty shore I be laughed at and then told to 
go fuck my self :-D thank you nice citizens of the world love you two. So now I 
wait for the auto people to tell me it's more then the estimated price that they 
told me which was $600 OW JOY rite not including tax and labor (big crazy smile) 
& maybe some wired  Bizarre other bull shit just to make my day. SO any one up 
for donating a ride HA! so the weekend went on with a cool night on Saturday at 
fire & ice for a friends birthday and off to Joshuah tree ware I danced my ass 
off and felt like a very old lady wean i woke up the next morning ugh not happy 

about that at all but I survived and life gos on even with big emoting bumps in the 

way I guess? don't hit any big pat hole big wide web and drive safe people are crazy!!  

?~ BLOOD&SPERM ~?

so what the flying birds is going on with me? i have soooo much to say about every thing and most of the time no one listen it pure bull shit! but i get on this page and NOTHING! HELLO BRAIN YOUR MISSING OUT ON PEOPLE THAT WANT TO READ SHIT!! maybe i feel my life is just like everyone Else's on these blogs maybe i feel this blog is not good a nuff for me in a way but yet it so brilliant in its own way for having tuns of ppl respond to it in such a way. look at me talking like the blog site as a person wean its the person that should get the credit for a rely chill idea. i started this journel 2 months ago and loving it which is weird because iv tried in the past to do jounels but never stuck and this tipe of stuff never sticks with me but i guess I'm trying = whats going on now. what do you do with stuff that never rely sticks ? i no every one must have one like for Einsteins rock stars and baler's cant stick with women they just cant keep from cheating and women cant seem to brake the habit of spending money like my self HA! basket ball stars cant put down a ball and golfers just cant stop wearing bad cloths we all have something  that just wont stick if we like it or not but i believe we can brake those non sticks to very sticky things. but then if we fix the un-stuck to stuck do we make more un-stuck things to even out stuff ? hhuumm? well i shall try maybe? i was going to rite about this cologne that lady GAGA has just come out with called" blood & sperm" ugh now call me a damper but i cant stop my self from writing about this thing that's looking very to out of the box shall i say.

not the real bottle i don't think?

NOW I'm around blood way to much and i must say it is a interesting smell one you will never forget but only if it is in big ass portions not a small Lil bottle & if those smelling test dudes rely want to smell blood all day and night just so they can get lady gaga's perfume jjjuusstt rite then they are ether one killing people because blood terns in to a jelly like gew very shortly after its in the air or cereal killers YES only two things cuz that just ant rite & now the sperm RELY sperm rely i mean can you just imagine putting this perfume on your self? I mean fuck i would be imagining me rely spraying my self with sperm and i mean if you want to be drenched in sperm 24/7 then this is the perfume for your dumb ass self. Now don't get me rong lady gaga is a fucking genius i like haw all her shit means stuff & she knows her music rely nice& the crazy wild outfits but i do think she need to get a therapist or a rely big hug big time and can some one tel me whats with the little lady gaga gang shes starting ? now i no it sounds like I'm hating big time but rely all i want to no is why????why the "blood&sperm " perfume why the little creepy gang? i mean i saw her on Ellen ones and Ellen asks her "whats with all the crazy stuff for and out fits" and she says "because i no what its like to be an out cast" or something like that don't need you people teling me i seid it wrong enyway and its like your doing the same thing with the creepy cult thing in a way but yes i could be wrong as well because they don't say no to eny one people say no to them but stile it creeps me out but i will stile be a fain with the crazy blood&sperm perfume and all. WOW look at me hu? cool I'm writing again YES THANK YOU LADY GAGAG ;).
to the big web world i dear you to buy the blood and sperm i dear you ;) good night~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Enjoy the bull shit

So ware to start after a will of not Bloging . Just to  straiten the cloudyness of not riting just a bunch of stuff, random, weird & Probely very good resans not to rite but hear I am now. Maybe I was feeling way to fake? Maybe a little yes a little. I must say it's hard for me to blog because I get so deeply stuck I'n my head & then my blogs come out like mush & craziness. I would love to be like that chick on "sexy I'n the city" ware she just sits her pretty little ass down and slaps out brilliant bull shit! But I guess that's what makes us all different hu? So hear I am telling you about lovely bullshit so enjoy I'n :).
Ms.medium

got to love margareta's

so as you all no i was a little bummed out the other night about my birthday that is coming up and last night i was as Annice as an ant. SO i Thoth of the one grate person in my life that can all was make me laugh no mater ware,wean or haw she just douse. its my cuss Ginny the one person how i no will be there wean I'm in the shittier and cant Lev me if she want to Lev me in the shittier because we are related blood and shes stuck with my dumb ass till the end. (EVIL LAUGH) HA! HA!  HA! HA! YOU ARE CUSSEN STUCK! so Any way we meat up last night and went to Margareta's for dinner and drank lovely Margareta's to go with it all and i had a rely fun time + wen your with Ginny it Duse not take much to have fun with her its just how she is :). i had these rely good soft pork tacos yummy and Ginny had her normall Minny chimes and we just talked about life past life and present and all in the between. i  rely needed a night like that and was happy it was with her and that i share the pitcher i took of her last night will enjoying a song in Margareta's. 

                                                       you got to love it i do :)

food god and hwo nose???

dear bloggers,
ware to being on the last two months? i feel i should apologies for not writing or even apologize to no one even reading this blog.but it is hard for me to be my self i guess around these two months i get weird. my birthday is coming up and i am going to be terming 24 EK! i no the BIG 24 well around my birthday i feel iv got to be one of those extreme all metal body solggers getting reedy for this crazy as bade of war and for two months iv Ben waiting for it and waiting,and waiting, and BAM just got a little hit byyyy the lovely weird think i have with THE FATHER MAN! iv never Ben close with my dad at all beater yet probably the classed thing iv ever gotten from him was a hug.  now he's trying to be in my life with weird little visits and things and is trying to come down for my birthday this i see as a trap a sabotage and I'm not rely shore haw much armor i should ware or take off? so it has thrown me off completely and fell i cant site stile or even rite a blog so iv Ben working more getting out of my house more SHIT you say your going some ware i try and joy or i tried to go to work with my BF the utter day. waiting for the call or random show up at my pals + bringing the step lady of girlfriend / wife and i no what your saying well you should be happy for  just a dad a dad whose in this world. WELL NO I'M NOT GRATEFUL !  and i would give you the hole annoying resin Way but its like 1000,0000.00 weird and unpleasant stores that I'm not going to pot on this  SO THERE! and that's Way iv not written in 2 months. because i don't no what to do with my own  tauts. also all most every one in my life has NO idea about my birthday wen it is or haw old i will be. iv achely found my self almost begging a person i no to come out with me haw said is that? i mean come on rite? don't you think the 2 people that pot you in this world should no wean you wear born or haw old you will be? well no because one had no Fing clue haw old i was and the other one had no idea wen i was born I'm feeling sssoo thrilled about this day that is coming up that i just want to hide under the cavers and hide like its just a day off and I'm sick or something. maybe I'm taking it to seriously? but i love celebrating my birthday its my own Fing holiday for fuck sake Way would i not want to celebrate that and all i ask is for family and friends to want to joy in. i mean there with be food and alcohol and all sorts of people. i guess I'm just the dumb ass how thot that = a good time? guess not so i have decided that if no one shows up i will do the fallowing.
1.get dressed up in everything and anything glitter.
2.will by a lot of alcohol for after every thing.
3. will only have shots of whatever the bartender wants to make me.
4. WILL hit up every bar in Waltham twice.
5.will then dance to music in my head.
6.will make new friends that will prabely be the bums on the street and bribe them with licer.
7.will go back home with out heals on sing happy birthday to self.
8.eat all the cake.
9.will throw up the cake.
10. drink more with new bum friends

so please food god if you love me eating food please don't let me make bum friends and make a ass in front of people i don't no. i only ask for one good day night and that is my birthday.PLEASEEEEE. else i shall cut off all the yummy foods in my life and will only eat lettuce and nothing more not even soda (yes food god this is a threat ) (not shore if it will work?) so make your move food god ill be waiting.
well in till next time.have a grate night big web world

soulfly

so I'm a fan of rock&roll  yes i like other music as well but i lllooovvvee rock music i was razed on it. its in my blood  and I'm a fan of the band soulfully witch was a nether band at first sepulture . so enemy  i went to see them the utter  night at the showcase live next to the pats stadium witch was cool. meat up with 2 of my friends Alan and Emily who kick ass . so Sean's this band is kind of a under ground rock band stile the place had just enough people there ware we got to stand rite up front and rock out. they ware assume they played there old stuff with just enough new music and did a little Nevada tribute a well. so long story short i ended up sleeping on my couch and have not left it all day with a rely sore neck lower back,ass and thighs I am a happy human + happy about haw high i was jumping up and down very proud that i can stile move a lil like a  12 year old. the people there ware not ass hole witch was another + and wear actually rocking out and singing with me witch was rely cool and will always remember it.